I just want you to know that you're not alone. I know the feeling of being lonely even if you're surrounded by a sea of people. I know how it is to have no motivation to do anything, the struggle to get up in the morning and try to get work done. Some people confuse it to being lazy but in truth, you just lost your enthusiasm. I understand the feeling of being lost and unsure of everything. "What's my purpose? What's my future?" You ask yourself. I know the feeling of being so happy one moment and a second later, you feel the complete opposite. You're not the only one who cries him/herself to sleep and wake up the next day to show everyone you're okay. But you're not okay. I want you to know you're not alone. I know how depression can be so paralysing, to not know WHY. Why you're feeling the way you do, what triggers the tears that uncontrollably fall down your eyes. But I also want you to know that things will get better. You have to try to make it better, because the best person to help you is you. Do not bottle it up, instead, surround your self with positive people. You do not have to wallow in your depression and be miserable. Fight your demons.